My mother and uncle went to the New Year in Fujian, Fujian uncle of course not, just work it in there, because we have not seen more than 4 years, and it just New Year holiday for a week, so I went with my mom Fujian, Fujian, my first time to this place.
along the way like a train moving very slowly, stopping several times along the way, as is bound to give way to the north to the vehicle, such as Beijing or other places, I like to train, not like the carriage environment, just like such an atmosphere, do not know many of them are crowded in a fairly small space, you do not know me, I do not know you, but now almost everyone seems to know the same, particularly especially those who sat next, we are talking not be regarded as standard Mandarin, and some folks to talk with their native dialect, we all laughed very happy inside but also attitudes of all beings, or is some lying in the take a nap on a narrow table, and some upward against the seat or is asleep, and some playing cards in twos and threes, looking quite serious, some in their home how to how to talk, some in talk about their work are engaged in, and some in the reading, which I remember watching Yi Zhongtian is a book, originally wanted to ask him what the book, but he went through laughter, appears to be very interesting not dare to disturb, and some playing mobile phone, perhaps in their own family or friends and send messages, or play games to pass the time, some in a daze looking out the window, in fact, something very interesting out the window during the day, but the night outside the window in many cases not even a lamp, I do not know how to describe the lonely, and some in a daze looking at do not know what, maybe my heart is thinking about what should go home after the channeling door where children, some of their own children to sleep in the coax, the total came in different corners of the cries of children, the environment should not have very good cars, more people face the New Year, the environment has become even more worse, really is not sensible of these children can not do anything, but all proved that at the moment seems all the stranger is no stranger to center in such an environment will always feel very satisfied, very pleased, even happy, sometimes even after the train station will not be willing to, but generally do not leave Contact, Tiannandebei almost not have an opportunity to meet, they were able to remember to remember, can not remember to forget the things that too many people who happens every year, not surprising that a long time, but for me said, or the like, in addition to not take a plane, all modes of transport is the most favorite Totally do not care about who is who, out to rely on friends these words can easily be verified.
time on the train but had abnormal slow, because this time I was so happy, my heart completely on the Pinghu, and those who remember, to know why I placed my heart Pinghu, although I am very interested in going to a strange place, bad weather out the window but also made me more depressed, and I'm not suited to all transport, even if the train is my favorite, not suited to me in the car as long as can not eat any of the little things, anything can not even did not dare to drink a little water, it can not fall asleep like everyone else, so for me a long time passes even more.
boil the whole of the day and night to finally Zhangzhou Railway Station, get off the seat next to a person told me that cars, but more than an hour, , but how would he know, at this time to where I have no interest in playing, not to mention at this time I did not leave the train, I was simply hoping to go soon, can not wait to jump from the window Of course, I'm just so think about it, really want to know if the words jumped from the train is not a funny thing.
carrying baggage from the narrow, crowded aisles stumbled, and strangers jammed after the car finally came in front of trains have been channeling fresh air in, when my foot on the moment on the ground I think this is really great, finally a long sigh of relief, carrying heavy luggage is not too behind with his mother quickly pass through the tunnel and down a few stairs do not know finally out after Zhangzhou Railway Station ticket gates, perhaps because the reasons have just been raining, this is the relaxation that I noticed the sky was overcast, the air was filled with cold moisture, breathe into the body after feeling not very good, hustle and bustle of the station or stations or squatting outsiders, everyone seems unhurried something to be said,UGG boots clearance, I know I do not understand, but I still listen to the distractions they say, but I could not understand The idea is contradictory is not it? For fresh food I always curious, but I have no mood to go focus on other things, just want to my hungry stomach filled day and night to fill, good sleep after a full day or two So while walking to stare at my boots thinking about a minute I want to eat something, I do not love me these shoes, but I can head down the first sink.
walk outside the station after a square is not large by TAXI supposed to, but just have a bus pulled up, but also just what we need to take the car, saving for most people Well-centered, not to mention my mother is a savings to their own people who are mean to not work, I always say that she was, she would not and I care about what, in her eyes I was a kid actor children know nothing , where there is time, and I resent this, we will of course desperate to squeeze up, perhaps because the reasons for the Chinese New Year, many people on board, and more not only did not seat, no place to stand, almost deprived of accommodation at this time is The best analogy, I do not like it, even hate, I do not like strangers so close by, and the age of the vehicle did not seem small, looks very old, there was a heavy smell, I really do not to determine what it is gasoline or some other flavor, had a time hungry, I eat, and where to dare to want to eat, in short, I started to miss just are not comfortable with the moist air, the environment is simply heaven and earth Do not, but so what, anyway, no choice, the car is started I almost fell over, but it was because too many people, so I can not make a fool of yourself in public, perhaps this is too many people the benefits of it, is a very contradictory ideas,Bailey UGG boots, so the idea of people constantly change or changes.
passenger train station from the central city of Zhangzhou is still some distance along the way like I was standing in the middle surrounded by the same, only hands clutching the fence, did not see other people, because I do not know them, so I have no reason to look at it, like I do mind being stared at does not look like others, have not had a chance to see out the window, my child is not short, but this time I seem to be carriage the shortest, so it is still head down to look at me not too ugly pair of shoes, this time not thinking about what to eat, where this bus really made me more and can not stand the taste,UGG bailey button, I even going to throw up, but now my stomach empty, not even a drop of water, in short, was hurt, like a ten fermented shrimp rotting in the stomach just as bad, the body a little extra effort not able to good standing has been very good.
car's not fast, not like the city buses frequently stop, there will be a certain distance before stopping, and now I basically gave up their psychological burden, leaving the car people who get off my crowded moved, my mind is almost blank, except do not spit it out thinking that I would like to think of good standing, do not be wrestling, and now the bus did not start so crowded, at least I can turn the body through the breath, take a look at the window glass can be tilted his head because of alternating hot and cold and become blurred out the window, is also very clever, I looked up through blurred glass windows that look out for a moment just to see standing on the roadside between the small church, the reason would be because the roof so there is a cross, this is the first time I've ever seen the church, it really is incredible! But the church is in my heart to see the kind of film has a high spire, on top of the big cross, the whole building is very grand, as charming as a fairy tale castle, and across the small front of me small church can not help but somewhat disappointing, but the heart is also a moment of excitement, the church has too much fantasy for me, it has been longing for.
when I have the strength to seriously think about my church, and suddenly the trip car down, and I almost hit someone, then open up the door and a young man, the reason noted is that He does look very carefully hand-arm with a very old lady, so the people standing a little to open a little place they came, I stood left of the window, I do not need to Position yourself so that they both move through, it was not too concerned about both of them, but this time I was standing, I swear if I have the seat I would have no hesitation to take a lady, and now I can do The station is a little better as far as possible do not let yourself fall, but this time just a person sitting next to me stood up and began I thought he was to make lady can sit down, the hearts of countless praise for a time, five seconds I knew then he was off to prepare, so the momentary excitement has calmed down, this time a small problem, because there is a vacancy placed in front of me, but first I have to sit someone just not used to leave the seat, and a very old lady Jiuzheng standing next to me, although I really was tired, wanted to sit and rest, but chose to give up the idea of too much occupied at that moment I brain, because in that moment I felt all eyes are on me here, so I can only pretending not to have a space next to me, and I also think that what young man looked at me, meaning if is that existence, meaning that
tall lady is very short, even though she wrinkled, but the way she smiles at me, or can be clear, and she also is in line with what I have said something, maybe something else might be thanks perhaps simply not told me, I did not understand either too noted how what I can! continue obediently stood chanting!
buses started running again, I did not look out the window because window glass was too vague, gloomy weather,UGG shoes, but also is not beautiful landscape can not appeal to me, I once again head down to see pair of their own do not know when to be stepped on shoe prints black shoes Hey, but also from time to time about the rise of aim which boys standing next to me, because He was a lot taller than me, probably about a meter eighty, and I remember exactly sure, his hand clutching the arm around my head, I had to head down to keep a very hard to accept the position, that moment I finally realized the taste taller than short people, I can not grasp the handrail, had grabbed lady sat in the chair by, which the boys in the car as if lady also said something, I just did not understand, this is a matter of course, but there are two words I can confirm that I understood it, is Po
was not long before car is almost into the city, and the number of frequent stopping up, I also adjusted their positions, standing in the middle compartment, with the bus swaying from side to side and follow the , but I'm very tired, did not had a wink of day and night, drink a few saliva, did not eat something, suddenly become very vague sense, as heat stroke, like a blank mind, and then just a car trip I do not know how to back down, the moment I regained consciousness in that they have to sleep in the carriage, when suddenly I felt his arm was caught forced to pull back, if not mistaken should be is the right arm, to be honest the feeling was really very fortunate, as his life was saved, as indeed rescued me once, when the inner thoughts so complicated that I can be glad that they are also the one hand, good standing there, on the other hand is so that I can properly thank him standing there, always very polite but I do not know how to thank him speak, I noticed that everyone around is watching to see I even turned on the seat lady also looked at me, but I did not know because he was, or how, and foolishly continue to stand there, looking down at their own pair of shoes at this time had been almost beyond recognition, in fact, just a simple thank you can not say I feel as if my throat was sealed the same can not say a word.
I did not see he just remain silent to watch their shoes, he did not say a word, but I heard lady said something to him, one time I asked myself, why did he want to help I do, is it out of my seat to a lady to do? If so I have been thinking for some time, when I finally want to say something when he found it was too late, really late, maybe I stand, I finally looked up at him, a second Then I looked at the lady next to, I saw the left side of his face, but did not look carefully, did not see, just remember that his hair is slightly longer than the average boy, I was feeling a bit like a haircut on barber shop, for some people called
I also pay attention to his shoes, if and when I was a type of shoes, like boots, but a little bandage, and then almost the same as he wore the shoes, I am surprised why In this way, maybe a little less as he really is not the same, maybe not.
the way I feel he has not seen me look, probably because he is too high I can not attention, perhaps for him, I was a poor, helpless girl, and even still to be helped After not even say thank you, I think he probably thought I was dumb, a person can not speak, so no thanks, anyway, everything is possible.
not long before I get off, get off at every step I take very hesitant, always wanted to go back, in fact, I really want to say something to him, even sentence Thank you, But I did not, I do not know fear or worry, or embarrassed, I think rush up to say thank you to him will be very rude, and very boring, and it will scare him, because things have gone, maybe he did not care what he did, yes, perhaps he did not even care about before, but he has done for me is a long can I remember things, even a lifetime to keep in mind too.
I regret, from the moment to get off very sorry, has been looking after the car disappeared far away in which direction is also looking to see, I can only regret it can not do anything From the moment looking to get off was to have been thinking about this matter, in Zhangzhou time a week also thought this thing every day, from Zhejiang Province, Zhangzhou back after I told a friend about the incident, when I am elated about every detail, I feel the same as Trek, and afterwards I felt the idea was too exaggerated, in fact, calm down and find that this is really nothing special, extraordinary, almost no one will pay attention to, but I now face is that this is amazing, it is clear that my friend is not interested not interested in listening to ask, I have not said this to anyone for a very special thing for me, but I do not want to forget, I hope forever Remember, this is not about my mind to the question, is already to heart, engraved in the hearts of things.
in a strange city, a fairly bad weather, a bus is not like some strange person, a hungry and sleepy and just want to eat a girl can be familiar with it did not know a stranger, perhaps too much to see their movie, and if so then we can really understand the words a bit like the plot of the movie.
08,09 are the same in the New Year I went to the Zhangzhou, or go to his uncle there, or spent a week in 2008 because of the small uncle had an accident, and had to go, in 2009 simply because fun to see the cousin not seen for several years, but every time I go to see him again I would imagine, each small square from the train station across the street so I will be a while, watching the road ahead, so that vehicle bus, I know not, but I think so, the result of course, impossible.
really want to have the opportunity to meet him, I would seriously and said did not take a closer look at him, and now I do not remember even his appearance, and does not remember, I wish I could see him, really hope that the complex inner thoughts made me feel very annoying, I hate that.
to know that I do perhaps a bit too exaggerated, too scaled up, I was born this way, always care about many things, a lot of little things so I can not let go, and sometimes I find it difficult to understand their behavior Perhaps that is because when I did not say
But now I fell in love with a very thorough Fujian this place, even though I've only been a city of Zhangzhou this, but I really love this place, I can always find ways go once a year, or go to Zhangzhou, or go to Nanjing! I have been to Nam, went to Masan, I do not know the name wrong there, there are a few I do not remember the name of the place.
2010 uncle had an opportunity to go there, for some reason did not really go, if I remember the words of the Who, you know what the reason does not matter, I have a 2011, and 2012 , 2013 for each year of the future, I will try every means, and I wish I also heard to make this sky, mountain heard this, so that he can be considered Thank you!
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